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@@ -20,6 +20,7 @@ author: "Mica White", description: "A story of a sleepless night alone" ) +#set quote(block: true) #let black = cmyk(0%, 0%, 0%, 100%) #let white = cmyk(0%, 0%, 0%, 0%) @@ -160,4 +161,52 @@ First edition #show: page-white #eyes("open") -#p[#[Test]] +#p[ + #[My mouth gaped open. The sight of her face was burned into my memory. I hated both seeing her, and not seeing her. Like a cold shower you never want to enter, and never want to leave.] + #[When I awoke, I was still looking towards the nightstand, still illuminated by dinging phone. I looked around just to remember where I was, and started to reckon with the fact that Teresa was not here. Why could her death not be the dream? Why could this not be the nightmare?] + #[I knew that before I could check my phone, I must first do more to ensure that I did not blink again, lest I go through another nightmare.] + #[I grabbed some more tape. I cut it into several pieces. I put a couple on my eyelids, and left the rest to the side in preparation for it to come off. I held my hand on the tape to help it last. All the while my eyes strained to stay as wide as possible. The average person blinks 15 times every minute, and I was trying to bring that down to zero. Sure sounds impossible in retrospect, doesn't it? In truth, maybe I was blinking that whole time and I just didn't notice most of them. But I doubt that would have mattered to me then. I just needed to make sure I didn't see _her_.] + #[I picked up the phone to see what the fuss was about. I was careful to make sure the sudden light did not disturb me this time. The notification was for an email I received, telling me about a new comment on an old blog post I wrote.] +] + +#quote("\"Nice! It seems like you had a lot of fun! Can't wait to hear about more of your adventures.\"") + +#p[#[I knew this must have been an old post, because I had no recollection of ever writing it. I opened the email and scrolled up to figure out what on Earth I had written about.]] + +#quote("My girlfriend and I spent the week together on a trip to visit her relatives in Connecticut. On our journey we went hiking, saw some neat sights and critters [...]") + +#p[ + #[This was just about the worst message I could have received at this time.] + #[I gritted my teeth, and let out a small yell. I wondered why I ever opened the phone in the first place.] + #[I tossed the phone to the other side of the room, hitting a lamp and knocking it over. I honestly didn't care to check whether either the lamp or the phone survived.] + #[In a stroke of foolishness, I buried my face in my hands. The room was so dark already. My hands hid the last of the remaining light. And in the darkness, Teresa's face came to me once again.] +] + +#show: page-black +#eyes("closed") + +_Crap, I'm driving._ + +#p[ + #[I looked around my surroundings to get my bearings. I just needed to make sure I didn't crash into anything before I figured out where I ended up.] + #[Once I was sure I wasn't about to die, I looked to my right and saw Teresa, talking on the phone.] + #["Yes, we really enjoyed our trip! Right, Frank?" Her eyes turned towards me.] + #[I was still getting acquiesced to this situation. "Yeah, of course. There were so many neat critters and sights." I could only think to quote my own blog post at that time.] + #["Those last minute complications with the hotel were annoying, but Frank pulled through, like he always does."] + #[_Oh, right. That._ I finally turned to look towards her. She had that same bright smile I always loved. Her family loves so much. It's not hard to imagine why. And Teresa loved them back. She always made sure to keep in touch with them, and tell them about all of her great stories.] + #["Frank, look out!"] + #[_Oh shit!_ A car was pulled over in front of me, and a police officer stood just outside. I slammed on my brakes to avoid hitting either one of them. It's a good thing Teresa saw it when she did. I swerved a bit to the left, and still just barely missed them.] + #[The officer did not look too happy. Neither did Teresa. Her face was uncharacteristically neutral.] + #["Hey, let me put you on hold for a sec... Yeah, we're okay. We just need to take care of something real quick."] + #[The officer walked over to Teresa's side of the car. He already held a slip of paper in his hand. Without saying a word, he handed the slip of paper to Teresa, and walked back towards the other car.] + #["Are we free to leave?" I asked.] + #["Get out of here before you cause another accident!" he yelled back.] + #[Teresa looked at me and I looked back. Then, I shrugged, looked ahead of me, and started driving again, careful to avoid the officer.] + #["So, we're good?" she asked.] + #["Yeah, I guess." I let out a deep sigh. "Sorry about that."] + #["No, it's fine. I think you handled it well." She spoke in a tone that made me not really sure she believed that. She rang up her mom again. I guess we took long enough that her mom must've hung up. Or maybe Teresa did. In any case, Teresa called her mom back. She still had a small smile on her face, but not quite the one that I was used to. "Yeah, we're okay. Don't worry about it."] + #[Of course, Teresa would never have willingly told her mom about what happened. She was always so optimistic about the future, and she never dwelled on the past. I remember her being stern the rest of the day, but I never really knew what she was thinking.] +] + +#show: page-white +#eyes("open") |